Jul 14, 2010

when i look at him...


i wonder what's in his mind...
i wonder if he really cares... or just..... ??
when i think back all those years... been there.. done that...
hmmm.... how nice if everything is just ok all the way...
no problems.. no issues.. no sadness... just happiness... & laughter...

i've been moody for the past few days.. cepat marah...
he kept asking me... "what's wrong...?" and same answers i said "nothing"
see see.... PMS that is... budu.... hmmm....

i'm busy.... busy with work... and doing my best to spend time with him...
yeah... no specific story here.. just simply blogging over something that is nothing...

yeah boring kan... lol

anyway, he's going off soon for work... just not sure when exactly...
maybe for a week or 2... not sure... i'm hoping he's going before i go back to KK...
at least i have the proper 'goodbye' with him... i don't like 'goodbye' on the phone..
it will only 'kill' me slowly... hmmm.... i miss him already even when he's right in front of me..
funny.... i know i know... psycho bitch huh... hmmmm...

bah itu la tu... that's it.

more to come!

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