Jul 22, 2010

home



is where everybody knows everybody... when it comes to me... i know faces... i'm not really good with names... names can be a total stranger to me and when i see those faces.. i'll be like "ahaaaa!!" you know...? most of them. well. i think they know my name than my face... *heeeee.... kan femes... and uniQUE. hehe.. who have my name right... if u know.. tell me... i wanna say "hey buddy.." hihi.. i still don't understand why i got it... but oh well... it's easier for you to remember me... right? just so you know... there's oneeee i don't like... which i'm not gonna say it here... =P nextttttt

is where u can just be at home doin nothing.. listening to mummy bising bising here and there.. almost 24/7... when she's right there in front of me... and if its meant for me... sia pandai panas juga la.. but then.... when the others kena... i'll be laughing at the corner... and right now... i miss that... hmmmm.... BUT... that doesn't mean i'm gonna be one angel daughter... hehehe... i will still be the pain in the ass daughter... lol... hmmm (jgn macam macam.. u too ah...) <--- now.. that's for the sisters only... not for you.. if you're not... hmmm whatever... what i'm saying is... i miss her... that's all....

is where u have ur mom... ur dad... brothers and sisters around. why do we have to be so far away from each other...? why? sometimes i wonder why i'm here... tiada juga savings... i mean... well.. i dooo have.. (fingers cross) but... till when? where do i go from here....? i wonder... what do i really want? what's next? ya ya... keep that question... i'll let you know when i'm ready...

anywayssss... home is home... no matter what... but why am i not at home? i don't understand what i'm saying here.. i just dunno why i'm here... i thought i knew.. guess i don't... it's just blank.... i need to fill it in... very soon... no no... not that... something else...

okla.... main boring... gnight!








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