Mar 29, 2010

im so tired...




seriously..

mentally... spiritually... emotionally... physically...

it's like.. one after one! aiyoooo...

my work forever never finish...
settled one thing... another thing come up...
settled another thing... something else come up...

omg... leave me alone already!

"vanessa... this one how ah...?"
"vanessa... that one how ah...?"

i'm like...
"hmm... ok... this this this... that that that..."
and i'm done with it...

but! there's always but...

"but... this one like that... and the other one like this...so how?"

it's always HOW?? WHEN?? WHAT?? WHERE?? WHY?? WHO??
every effing day!!

hmmm... sometimes.. I need somebody else to tell me all the answers..
my brain literally BLANK already...

so what do i do??

well.. what else.. deal with it la..
that's one thing i don't really like when doin' own biz.

how i wish i could afford to have... helper.. or whatever...
i know He's helping... giving me the strength...
but i'm just an ordinary person.. so I can't help but to whine!

tell me...
who doesn't whine nowadays??

tomorrow is gonna be another day...
i need to settle two cars...
both cars giving problems.. i hate it!!
BENCI!!

and I have to go to site... and then have to finish up my drawings...
omg... just to think of it i'm feeling sooooooo exhausted already...

eeeeeeeeee

you know when you have so many things to do
and sitting long hours right infront of your screen trying to get something done
but then at the end of the day... like 5am!!
nothing is complete!!
you know you know...

like that la me..
i'm soooo effing piss off with myself!!!!

blurdyhell!

stupid biatch!!

haiiihhh.. ok la...

smileeeeee...






4 comments:

dopeymooke on March 29, 2010 at 8:12 PM said...

i know how u feel....wish i can say something that can make things better for u...bt i think teda ni...except this: SIPADAN! BEACH! TERJUN-TERJUN! PARTY! ehehehe..SOON...very very SOON....

hugs hugs...

vsk said...

i knoooowww... I'm sooooo looking forward for that!! haiiihh... i should have countdown for that... hmmm...??

very very soon!

eSKay on March 29, 2010 at 8:22 PM said...

tu la sia bilang.. cum go wine-ing and we whine all night long tia mau.. biar la ko.. by sipadan ko layu suda tu..

vsk said...

sia mau pigi ba tu.. but then i just reached home.. looking forward for a loooong shower.. u mau keluar sudah.. that time i couldnt breathe already .. WHOLE DAY jalan sana sini.. panas!! aduii... to wine-ing also sia tdk sanggup o...