Feb 25, 2009

i remember

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Ohhh....
Remember...
Oh, I remember...
I wanna know...

[Verse 1:]
Where were you when I said I loved you?
And where were you when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
I'm sad and lonely.

[Verse 2:]
No one knew all the pain I went through.
All the love I saved deep in my heart for you.
Didn't know where I would go, where I would be.
But you made me leave.
And plus my heart it just,it just kept telling me so.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
So sad and lonely.

[Bridge:]
There was nowhere else to go, oh.
Nobody else to turn to, no.
For the rest of my life, I promised myself I will love me first genuinely.

[Chorus:]
I remember when my heart broke.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
I was sad and lonely.
I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I said I hated you.
But somehow deep inside still loving you.
Sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take no more of you.
So sad and lonely, hey.
I remember when I stormed out.
I remember when I gave up loving you.
I was sad and lonely.

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i remember
k.cole





Feb 24, 2009

like i predicted...

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they've WON the oscar last night..

not only one..
MOST of it!!

see...

told ya!


so...

have you seen it yet??

haiyaaa.... watch it la...


Feb 23, 2009

where you are (is where I wanna be)

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by D.Jones


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I'm saying I'm sorry for leaving you
But I wanted to start my life brand new
I was going through changes and could not see
That with you is where I wanna be

Nothing compares to you
And I hurt from the pain that I put you through
Baby, I need you desperately
Cuz I gotta be

Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Every second of a day I wanna be
Where u are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Dont you ever take your love away I wanna be
Where u are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
I cant live without you girl i wanna be
Where u are

Where you are, uh huh, oh

Being apart got the best of me
And I know that in life there's no guarantees
Please say that you still got love for me
Cuz I'm missing home

I'm never gonna leave
And I say it because you're all I need
For better or worse, to the end of time
I gotta be

Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Every second of a day I wanna be
Where u are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Dont you ever take your love away but i got to be
Where u are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
I cant live without you girl i wanna be
Where u are

Where you are, and where you are
Where you are, oh

I am sorry for all the things I put ya through
Baby, you are my world
I can't live my life without you

Can I come back home where I belong
Cuz I'm so alone
Baby girl, I'm on my knees, beggin' please
Cuz with you is where I wanna be

Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Ever second every minute said I gotta be
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
And dont you take your love away
Where you are
Anywhere you are, it don't matter how far
Said i cant live life without you
Where you are

I just wanna be where you are baby


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heard of him?


Feb 22, 2009

too many just too much...

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too many junkmails from a friend.. I don't know what to do with them..
so... I share with you..

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have a nice sunday....
wonder how my sunday gonna be...




Feb 21, 2009

heeee....

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now i have him in my blog...
[chrisbrown.jpg]
LOL

psycho kan...


ahhhh... suka hati laaa...
not like MK's... yuck!




Feb 20, 2009

some jokes they call...

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thanks to Shangkar for this so-called a joke for them.. men!

And then the fight started....

my wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels
She asked "What's on TV?"
I said "an inch of dust!!"
then the fight started...
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when I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her someplace expensive...
So, I took her to a gas station..
then the fight started...

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I took my wife to a restaurant.
The waiter, for some reason, took my order first.
"I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please"
He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?"
"Nah, she can order herself.."
then the fight started...

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A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror.
She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband.
"I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment"
The husband replies, " your eyesight damn near perfect"
then the fight started...

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I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary?"
It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation..
"Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said
So I suggested, " How about the kitchen?"
then the fight started...

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My wife and I are watching Who Wants to be a Millionaire while we were in bed.
I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?"
"No" She answered
I then said, "Is that your final answer?"
She didn't even look at me this time, simply said "Yes"
So I said, "then I'd like to phone a friend"
and that's when the fight started...

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Feb 19, 2009

who love cars?

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surely you're waiting for this!



can't wait! can't wait!





i'm soooo damn excited!

haiii... kembang my bulus watching the trailer...
gila eh....



Feb 18, 2009

i confess....

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when i was young.. very young like 4 to 5yrs old.. or 6 or 7 or 8
i think..
my sis, eSKay and I got beaten up very badly by our dearest mother
for breaking the sliding door glass..

hehehe..

actually....

I couldn't recall what was it all about..
but recently, eSKay "refreshed" my memory that
it was all about 'botol air'...

hahaha..

anyway, she said my mom just bought a new one..
and we both fighting for it..
(come to think of it.. why can't she buy two?? no hassle right...?)

BUT as usual.. eSKay never leave me in peace!
I remember we fought outside the porch near dad's car...

and

I remember VERY CLEARLY
that...
I was the ONE
who threw the huge stone
and broke the glass...

muahahaha...

but..
no one knew about it..
cos no one was there..
of course, except eSKay...

then when mom heard it and came out..
we both were in HUGE problem..
she kena rotan.. and I also kena rotan..

hihihihi....

so mom... it was me... =\
but she made me do it... =P
cos she didn't want to give me the bottle..
(suuuure oneee)

hmmm.... i wonder what happened to the bottle..

who got it anyway...?




Feb 17, 2009

have you seen these?

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kesiannnnn...

another one...
they actually talk!
seriously!



and then... they can skate..
and you don't! shame on you!



and this...
is it a panda? or a dog?
no...
its a panda dog!




so nice kan...




Feb 16, 2009

"the ghost of you"

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Summer's ended and without a trace
time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thougt I walked on through
with my heart in one

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

How I tried to get you of my mind
but you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
like the fool I am

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase

Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you

Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep coliding with
(the ghost of you)
I've given up I just can't fight it
(the ghost of you)

Everytime I look away I see
the ghost of you


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* mltr - the ghost of you *




Feb 15, 2009

my kinda sunday..

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i slept around 730am

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then i woke up around 430pm

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then made a mug of coffee

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then watched
"the day the earth stood still"
(damn sux)

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then had breakfast + lunch + dinner around 930pm

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then went back home around 11pm

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and now, i'm back to square one..

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design!

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crap!!

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that's all happening on my SUNDAY!



Feb 13, 2009

i take it all back!!

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Plane crash in New York state

BUFFALO, New York
(AP) - Authorites say 49 people are dead after a commuter plane crashed into a home in suburban Buffalo and erupted in flames late Thursday. - cont.


A plane burns after it crashed into a house in Clarence Center, N.Y., Thursday, Feb. 12, 2009. (AP Photo/David Duprey)

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omy.....
after a decade, it 'coincidentally' happened..
so i feel so terribly bad with it..
please please pleaseeeee... I take it all back....
pleaseeeee..... forget what i have said before..
i was hurt & foolish but now i'm healed.. so pleaseeeee... no more....
*cross fingers - hope this works...


with all my heart and soul.....

I take it all back!!!






Feb 12, 2009

wah wah wah....

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who said i don't read??

"my sis - LK was infected big time. but thats just her. thats the easiest job to do. coz she's as psycho as me when it comes to 'die-for' novels.. but im very very happy to announce that my other sis - VSK has joined the club. for a girl who only religiously looks at her magazines (yup it is literally 'look'. she doesnt read.. she's happy with all pictures-only magazine) for her to be halfway through the second book in only 1 week is a big step - huge -

its out of character and totally 'need-to-buy-lottery' kinda thing."



kurang asam si eSKay..

for me to read a book is like a
'need-to-buy-lottery' kinda thing meh??

hehehe

well... yeah.. i'll be very pleased if its all PICTURES only..

hahaha

in fact, i do have few THICK books like that..
as thick as s.meyer's novels
it's great i tell you..
all interior designs and graphics and architecture..

now.. that's a BIG WOW!!
having that.. is like Christmas for me...

BUT STILL!! I read like everybody else.. *chuckle
just don't give me J.Grisham..
i don't think i will EVER... EVER understand him..

hehehe





ku ku ka chaaa...

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ku ku ka chaaa... ku ku ka chaaa...
chaaaa chaaaa...





Feb 10, 2009

victim of the day....

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now.. what must i say about her...? hmm...
can be fun & funny....& interesting... most of the time..
she can be adventurous sometimes.. just no 'kaki' these days...
no need to mention all the good stuff too much cos too much is just too much...

now.. interesting part.. hehe...
can be VERY hard & i dunno which word to use.. but eeeeeeeee!.... sometimes..

we see things at the same time without say out loud.. sometimes when driving..

we have the same 'taste' over heels.. most of it..
i noticed that while shopping..
whenever i'm broke.. (which most of the time)
i let her take it.. =D
can pinjam one day ma... same goes to tops.. =P

everyone else will be invisible when she's not in the mood..
and trust me.. damn annoying..
but i've got to tell you.. it's better that way...

she's good in making people feeling guilty over something..
but i know her trick.. so.. she becomes invisible to me.. =P

she knows how to make me get excited over something.. and fall for it..

we both are lazy women.. lol. only clean when its full moon...

she loves David Cook.. and her 'pet' is David Archuleta..

i don't care much about reading..
but i know who is bad/best author and novels because of her..
she's kinda my stories teller..
the one without the ending part..
so i have no choice but to read the whole novel..
soooooooometimes only la...
most of the time.. i don't care..

she loves loves harry potter.. which i don't care.. and i fell asleep half way!
(and she woke me up to make sure i didn't missed a thing..)
only for harry potter series..

she's not Lord of the Ring fan.. and i am..
i can watch it over and over and over again..
so harry potter sucks! muahahaha... bite me!

for me.. i'm her roommate back home.. for her.. i tumpang tidur only..
cos i don't have a room.. i am room-less in my parents house..
sad... other siblings hijacked all the rooms..

we love to drive to Genting out of the blue..
whoever missed it... too bad dude..

she can do a 'small timer' palm reading.. don't play play..

she's my legal advisor kunun.. cos she's a lawyer 'buyuk'.. =P
so.. anything to do with this kinda thing... i always ask for her advice..

woohoo...
CJ is back! damn lucky la lu.. i'm soo not over yet! haiyaa....

okla.. anything just check her out here..
eSKay

next victim coming soon....
muahahahaha..

*pssst... it's not that bad right... ok what.. hehehe...
sure DIE la me...




hmmm... ??

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hehehe... finally... hmmm... I don't know why I bother to do this..
i couldn't sleep last night thinking what went wrong... ish...
it's interesting right.. hehe... now I know... =D

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Pity Joshua.. kena hujan... and this newly wed... lol....

weepeeee... i did it!! ok... now what else i wanna do.... ??



free time...

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anyway.. as you can see... some rain effects...
lets hope it works... fingers cross...




hehehe... siann... =P



yeah.. i didn't use the right pic huh...
maybe next time i'll pick the right one...




Feb 9, 2009

longing for him..

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today i don't know why i have this very sad feeling.. tears in my eyes..
longing for someone whom we dearly love and care ..
we supposed to visit him in the morning but as usual,
the son took his time to get up, so we reached Cheras around 1ish..

it has been six years since he joined Him..
and still, today i asked myself while cleaning his space..

"it's been a long time.. how have you been.. where have you been.. how's life at your side.. "

everytime we visit him, i've always imagined, he and his friends
must be sitting somewhere under the shades and talk about stuff..
and when he sees us coming, he'd tell his friends..

"ohh.. they are here!!"

and come running to us...

....................
*sigh

his absence in our life, at first, it was such an unbearable time frame for us,
especially to the wife and the son..
but with all the supports, advices & prayers from everyone from every corners
and some just a shoulder tap with a smile...
they somehow found their strength to move on, so did i..

i asked the son today..

"B... how & when.. we got ourselves get used to it.. him not being around us.. ?"

he looked so sad and from the look on his face.. i know he really desperately wants to see him..
he held the white cross sooo long as if he's 'talking' to his dad...
some nights, he cried silently in his sleep and calling for his dad like a small boy..

"daddy... where are you? i need you... "

and i, on the other side, didn't know what to do but to hold him tightly..
gosh, it is so heartbreaking to go through this..
i wonder how his mom go through it every sec. of it...
sometimes she'd called and wept, missing the late husband..
all i could say was..

"aunty... be strong ah... everything is gonna be alright.. i'll come later then we go out.."

when CJ was away for work for months..
i was like a mad woman in the house... missing him like crazy..
just imagine for her..

*sigh

anyway, after cleaning + prayers.. about 45min, we left cos it's getting hotter..
so.. again, me become more brown... *rolls eyes
and before we could leave.. i whispered to him...

"uncle... pray for us ah.. 'brainwash' us to go for confirmation class soon
so can get married.. by 2010 if can.. "


LOL!!






i believe...

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*THIS supposed to be posted tomorrow...
i guess i was too psycho for this.. 'thingy'..
as what eSKay mentioned in her blog.. *sigh
so..... busted!!
two posts at a time.. such a mess.. *rolls eyes..
owell... might as well right.. there you go...

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i believe they call themselves

"the birds of the town"




nicole | neta | maria

hehehe... yes ah... ?



errrmmm...

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I work all night, I work all day,
to pay the bills I have to pay
Ain't it sad


And still there never seems
to be a single penny left for me
That's too bad


In my dreams I have a plan
If I got me a wealthy man
I wouldn't have to work at all,
I'd fool around and have a ball


Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world


Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Ohhhh Ohhhhhhhh

All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world


A man like that is hard to find
but I can't get him off my mind
Ain't it sad


And if he happens to be free
I bet he wouldn't fancy me
That's too bad


So I must leave, I'll have to go
To Las Vegas or Monaco
And win a fortune in a game,
my life will never be the same


Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world

Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Ohhhhh Ohhhhhhhh

All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

Money, money, money
Must be funny
In the rich man's world

Money, money, money
Always sunny
In the rich man's world
Ohhhhh Ohhhhhhhh

All the things I could do
If I had a little money
It's a rich man's world

It's a rich man's world






Feb 8, 2009

have you solved this?

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when he was away.. i missed him like crazy..
so.. "what do I do????" I asked myself...
other than sleep and eat.. and of course my designs.. =P
I got myself this!



now... don't judge me yet...
i know it's an old puzzle ok and i know that MOST of you already solved it..
but I didn't!




these pictures were taken on different days..
just in case I screw it all up the next few days,

I have something to proof to everybody that
at least I got all one side red! or white!





oh yes... getting better each day.. twisting here and there almost 24/7..
yes.. 24/7.. it's quite entertaining when you're stuck in the jam,

sometimes while waiting for my food..
i must say some people eyeing at me..

maybe they're thinking i'm some kind of a smart girl huh... no? =P
sometimes I slept with it.. until i thought i've solved it!

too bad it was just in la la land... hmmm.... *sigh




well.. after few weeks with it...
I still didn't get it right..
but AT LEAST I get to keep all red in place... =D




see... it's not that bad right? hehehe...
hmmm.... sigh....
owell... too bad dude.. i no genius..

but i'm damn sure i can do this...




...thousand times better!!

muahahahahha



Feb 7, 2009

goodbye...

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2008 Jan - 2009 Feb

SOLD!
goodbye SP2.. be nice to your new owner...
I'm gonna miss polishing you... hehe...



Feb 6, 2009

"cute blogger award"

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Rules:
1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” and put it on your blog
2. Link or tell a bit about the person who gave you the award...

si Sandra
you know, I haven't met her in person yet but I'm pretty sure that she's ok and nice person...
I simply comment je some of her blog. =P me not shy one.. plus she's close to my cousins, Bzbee & NK. the reason I like her blog cos I love the way she spends her time with her two angels... the outings... (nanti once I have my own.. I'll do the same... muahahahhaa and I told my sisters about it.. ) and the best one was the lunch box for the girls..where she made the food looks so interesting... and I asked myself.. "mmm.. can I do this?" pemalas ba sia ni... hmm... ? come to think of it.. maybe she bought it from the store kan.. ?? ya ka Sandra? hehehe.. so... because of being so busybody with her quality time with the girls... I've linked her blog recently into my blogger list so I don't have to go to Bzbee's blog and find her there.. now I can just simply click and check her out.. lol..
ok moving on.....

3. Each one of you who receive this award must list down 10 facts / hobbies about yourself...

Hobbies -
I love playstation games.. anything adventure just pass it on to me.. in 2 days I can finish it! =D

I love to draw.. anything to do with art.. used to draw alot for self-entertainment.. now no more cos it becomes a JOB for me..

I love to browse interesting free software.. lol.. anything with computer gadgets or for my pda or for my design stuff.. now I can download all my latest fav. series for FREE. CLEAR i tell you..

I love to fix small small stuff.. like fix remote control cars.. small houses.. cut here and there.. it's interesting!! you know the housing models they display in shopping complex? itu la tu.. imagine you make your own sofa and bed and doors and human.. (eiseh.. not human la.. ) damn I miss that!

I love beach.. hehe that's not a hobby.. but if I cannot do all up there.. then I would love love love to go to the beach and enjoy nescafe ice... =P but too bad.. this lousy KL, the nearest is in PD.. like shit only.. so I have no choice but to stay at home and FB or download songs.. or blogging.. like now... as we speak.. (eiseh.. like Ryan Seacrest pula.. so tak ngam oneee... lol)

ok now go to the facts one..

I 'think' I'm the darkest among all my siblings.. some said they 'picked' me from somewhere (as what SK told me when I was a kid... like I believe her.. duhhh... =P) some said "kau time malam ma.." some said "too bad eugene..." some said "kotoh..." (padan muka).. huh...

I can be very rude and annoying when something is not right in my head.. my sisters always asked me to just sit down and don't think so much.. like for an example.. there's one time we all queuing up in a.asia to go on board and SK & CK were talking so much.. I don't remember who & what they're gossiping about.. hehe.. and I was standing in between them facing the gate and there was this weird and not handsome guy in front of us, instead of facing the gate, he actually facing us and listening to SK & CK's conversation.. non stop staring at us.. not us la.. to SK & CK.. and whenever SK asked CK a question.. this weirdo turned to CK as if he's in the conversation too.. and I.... in the middle.. whispering to them.. "you see this fella... concentrate on you guys.." then at first I gave him the evil look... after few minutes.. as usual we're still queuing to reach the gate.. haiyaaa... this fella stiiiiillll listening and tidak tau malu... and I kept telling them.. but they said "eeee... biar la dia tu... jan kau buat apa apa ah...".. so me still with the evil look... too bad I couldn't hold it any longer so I snapped... "eh.. what are you looking at.. can't you just line up nicely ah.. what's your problem.." and bla bla bla.. he quickly turned his back and looked somewhere else... pura pura angkat bag terus and as usual... SK & CK like... "eee.. lain o kau kan... " and bla bla bla... ahhh I don't care! sepa suruh... and then kan.. after that... one more drama on board but too long la.. that one this stupid very noisy and inconsiderate biatch... cin cong cin cong alllll the way and some other things la... next time la I tell you... something to do with the aircond... ishhh.... damn annoying man! haiyaa... alot la.. sometimes my mom also cannot tahan me.. hmmm... maybe I'm the problem.. who knows right.. but so what...

alamak... I thought finish already....

mmm... ohhh I have a tattoo behind my right shoulder.. that's a fact right cos obviously it's not going anywhere.. sometimes I regret to have one and sometimes I don't.. so I don't really know whether I love it or just like it.. or just... don't really bother.. hmmm.. in fact, i'm getting another one.. which I'm not sure when.. and why would I do that? well... to cover up a nicer one on the same spot.. cos blur blur already ba.. so those who wants to mention it to mummy and daddy... go ahead.. =P hihihi...

I'm learning to say 'no' in a very good way to certain things & to certain ppl.. hehehe... you know sometimes you don't want to do it but you've got to do it? once or twice can la.. but not until it becomes a daily or weekly routine right..?? haiyaaa.. cannot talk la that one.. later kena ban pula.. lol.. nayah tau...

one more.... mmmm.....

I get irritated easily with 'clingy' ppl... too bad most of them are quite close ones.. it's not that I don't like them... it's just that at that particular time, I want to be left alone.. some ppl can call and call and call and call and call like there's no tomorrow and I will have like hundreds of missed calls.. if it's sooooo impo.. just text me first.. i'll definitely call back.. most of the time when I finally answered.. you know what was the question... "what you doin...." and sometimes they'll be 'singing softly' on the phone while doing housework.. or browsing on the computer.. and I'll be like... just hold the phone and only God knows what's going on in my head.. oh gosh. I can be so stressed up with this..

hmmm... wah.. me so bad oneeee... muahahahha.. well... they asked for facts right..?


4. Pass this award to 10 bloggers and link them in your blog.

holydevilinme
tompok-susan
angelicbug
rasasayangsabah
novella-whatmattersmost
stoneymeenuk
dohpimuk

ni la yang rajin blogging ni.. well ladies... take it or leave it...

ok ciao cin-cao!!