Jan 19, 2009

no time i complain





hmm lets see if this end up a short one or long one...

now... what am i busy with... ??
the 4storeys bungalow..
never ending cos the client keep on changing the layout..
the piping and wiring.. the window frames.. bla bla bla..
belum design lagi..ergh!! koto... kenapala...

hmmm... i think it was last week...
suddenly i got this nervous breakdown kunun..
it was not that bad actually.. i just couldn't believe it..
that in 2 years time i'll be...
ehem.. thirty... weird o... i dunno why... but it's just weird..
it doesn't telly (now how to spell it already?) with myself.. i think..
do i look Ou-eL-Di? hehehe...
i mean seriously.... do i look thirty?
ahh don't answer me la.. i don't want to know..
but you think of it kan... its just a number..
but still... thirty??
it's f-ing thirty you know... it's not 20...or 25..
omy.. see that number is so nice to look at kan... agree? =P bloody hell.....
weird o... i dunno what is so weird about it.. it's just doesn't telly..
and then kan.. i mentioned it to him... and he was like...
"ya.... so? don't worry you'll still be my 'abu asam' "
alaaaaa.... eeeeeeeeeee.... =(
don't ask me why he calls me abu asam.. bau mungkin... muahahahhaha...
last dec 16 only i turned 28.. so.. i kira kira la... sia terkejut skijap...
*sigh..... what to do la....

ohhhh another thing kan.... two days ago..
while he watching his turbo channel...
i was in the toilet la.. at first,
i was plucking whatever unnecessary bulu.. my eyebrow ba..
like monkey already... all girls do that ah, not me only....
either pluck or shave... kan??
anyway.... i dunno how i got carried away... checking my hair pula...
basically my hair now got 2 tone, atas hitam.. bawah brownish... obviously i need another dye session la..
i bought already but no idea who can help me
BUT that's not the point here..
i check punya check... eeeee i found grey hair... hmmm.... satu saja la.. then after that kan...
check again.. another one... then another one..
O.M.G! banyaknya! but nevermind...
that i can calm myself by saying "banyak fikiran!" so it's not that bad..
but STILL! i never have this thing before..
then i got tired with it... ok la.. washed my hair..
sooo fresh... then i looked at myself again in the mirror.. hmmm....
smile smile abit... hmmm....
hehehe looking for wrinkles actually... haiya.. dunno la..
sia tinguk macam teda saja tu... =P
hehehe.... so... i came out and said in a very low tone...

"biii.... u love me?"
"love..."
"but i ugly.... how?"
"nevermind... i know.. "
(see la... babi kan...)
"eeeeee.... u worse! sooooo ugly!! nobody wants you that.. i only want you..."
"so.. u don't love me la..?"
"love..."
"then okla.. we match.. yay!... now make coffee first..."
*sigh.... fed up....

haii... i dunno la... go to hell with the thirty...



6 comments:

dopeymooke on January 19, 2009 at 6:50 PM said...

adedeiii....i did go thru ur phase last yr hahaha....realising that im turning 3-0 this year hee hee hee....tekpa....yg penting disayangi dan sentiasa jd bahan ijikan...:P

Angie B on January 19, 2009 at 9:49 PM said...

Hehehe.. I like the way you write.. very funny oh...yup turning to any age older than now sucks :p. That's why we sometimes celebrate and get presents - to soften the blow. hahaha. If you think going 30 sucks, wait till you turn 40, it will be like end of the world! sob..kidding!

vsk on January 19, 2009 at 10:26 PM said...

ya ya... yg penting tu important grace...

hi aunt. haha.. u like the way i write? adidi... pls excuse my bad lingo sometimes ah.. sia main type only without any censorship.. ppl say original kunun... hihihi... anyway... sucks ah when think of it.. its just too bad everybody have to go thru it..wait until 40 ah?? mataiiii... sooo not gonna think of that now... another decade is not that long u know.. =P

Teena on January 20, 2009 at 10:46 PM said...

Alaa.... why worry about 30. You still have 2 more years to go writing the number 2 everytime you have to write you age...enjoy it...but its true also, a decade is only like.... you know pejam celik pejam celik, suddenly you are 40 with maybe a few monongodu, a few strands of grey hair and hopefully masih slim...

Litha on January 22, 2009 at 10:14 PM said...

york, am almost 35ishhhh..... soon am gonna be more than 35ishhhh.... cis..... you'll feel more of you age esp if you decided to get married and have lots of babies.... :) But of course after 30ss i tend to just forget of how old i am..... i stop aging at 30...... muahahhahahhahaha

vsk on January 22, 2009 at 11:02 PM said...

teena - yeah.. hopefully masih slim kan.. hehe.. i never think of age until now.. =P

LK - im soo gonna join you too.. stop aging by thirty.. lol... actually having all of you as my elder siblings... i kinda don't feel my age... hehehehe... betulll ni....