Sep 19, 2008

- the beauty of first love -

when you fall in love for the first time, your heart races, your pulse quickens, you feel more alive than ever before and "butterflies" are all over you. correct?? =) yeahh baby.. you just can't stop thinking about them and you'll be smiling aaaall by yourself... uhhuh... been there done that..

loooong long time ago, there was a girl, young-naive, who strongly believed that first love gonna last forever. even the so-called "love of her life" left

anyway, for years, she was holding on to those feelings. those promises. those dreams. all the "these and those" bla bla bla... too many to mention.. although all of it were just zero.. she still likes to think about it and smile from time to time...

well that was the silly part until...... something knocked her head and voilà!!!... reality hit her!! it took years to finally hit the centre of the earth.. (things happened & things changed) its an open-eyed for her

then when she started to feel (after how many yeaaars) her relationship starting to become rocky... she stopped all her nonsense, the comparing part, wondering and day dreaming!! it's time to reaaaally start focusing on it - in out side by side and then LEARN to make it more interesting. cheerful. colorful. more dramatic. observe and be EXTRA conscious with the little details around her... make the best of it! with all the things that she's doing now.. it works!! (ok maybe not all) but still.. it helps to strengthen the bond... you don't believe me... ask Oprah!

*thinking.... hmmmm....should i make it more detail??

so far she maintains and notices there are some changes. here and there. (thank you God) Really appreciate it. some have to "telan" and some have to "muntah" all over their face. YES. its the 'give and take' games.. compromise that is... you have to IF you want it to last FOREVER.

well.. the key of this 9yrs of relationship... be patience and appreciate each other..
"Patience is passion tamed "- lymann abbott IF they are being possesive (most of the time OVER THE TOP possesive) just think of it in a different perspectives Ohh.. I meant positive ones ah.. and just BE NICE.

another thing to share with you..quote it from
"The beauty of first love is that for the first time you discover just how alive you can feel and how colorful life can be. But you can recapture that first love experience by becoming a 'mental virgin,' wiping away the ghosts of lovers past and immersing yourself in your current relationship completely and fully."

Sep 17, 2008

bookworm tag - from SK


I'm not sure why she tagged me cos I don't really read..but anyhow..I will continue this tagging thingy...

Do you remember how you developed a love for reading?
hmm...just because everybody I read..and addicted to it for few don't believe me..?? some SK's books were signed by I tagged them..

What are some books you read as a child?
I can't remember..but I know it was Yellow hard covers...

What is your favourite genre?
Love stories...

Where do you usually read?
at home..specifically in my room - on my bed..if I ever read anywhere else..I actually 'action' saja tu...hehehe...can't concentrate leh but that's when it comes to very THICK book...i'm not like those ppl read in talking about SK actually..hehehe...there was once she read and I slept in starbucks midvalley...WHY? cos we were there like 930am..and shopped like mad until evening..hehehe im exaggerating already.. ok next Q...

When do you usually read?
when SK just can't stop talking about the book...she knows how to make me feel excited..she's like - "kau mesti baca ni York....siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiioooooooook mau mati!!!!!!" then there she goes...telling me the WHOLE story except the ending so I have no choice but to read...sometimes I layan...sometimes..I don't care... =P muahahahahah.. ok next Q...

Do you usually have more than one book you are reading at a time?
hmmm...not really...magazine kira ka??

Do you read nonfiction in a -different way- or place than you read fiction?
hmmm...different not sure...different place...? ya ha...?? well...story is still a story only la..

Do you buy most of the books you read, or borrow them, or check them out of the library?
hihihihi...I 'curi' SK's books but I've returned it all good lipat marks here and CK only that...

Do you keep most of the books you buy?
of course I keep..I paid for it what..

If you have children, what are some of the favorite books you have shared with them? Were they some of the same ones you read as a child?
no children. no answer.

Do you keep a TBR (to be read) list?
hmmm...nope..couldn't be bothered.

What’s next?
Stephanie Meyer - "breaking dawn"..i saw it in SK's room the other day...wait la...

What books would you like to reread?
Jude Deveraux - Remembrance.. I literally cried when I read it 11yrs ago..

Who are your favourite authors?
dunno o...

so how? am I consider a bookworm? no? is it just because I don't have any fav. authors? you answer la... =P

now who I want to tag...hmmm......

ahhh... lets tag ClaraLim .... woopsss

Sep 14, 2008

when i'm bored....

hmmm.....yesterday was not a very lonely day for me. went out w Kell w her hubby & sis, Sandra for buffet dinner at Golf Club Puchong for Momogun Society Malaysia. hehe..don't ask me..I also dunno what...mostly sabahans..the only familiar faces I know..Kell, her hubby, her sis, Dompok and the wifey..and Rydee (itupun cos I think I've seen her in Malaysian Idol...or One in a Million...) and that I know why she didn't win... =P oopsie... sorry ah.. The buffet was nice..okla...caaaan la.kenyang also...I had lamb. chicken. fried meehoon. rice. mix vege. Simple one..then I sapu alot of choc. cakes... yummy...that was the best! and Ohh...we sang NegaraKu and Sabah Tanah Air Ku...Surprise Surprise..I remember the lyrics! wahh....I'm not that bad afterall... =D

then after that we went to Starbucks...gossip session..besa la... =) didn't see her for soooo long ok..well, it was nice to update each other again. can't wait for that small so-called re-union this december...belum beli ticket lagi.. =\

anyway...later on, i reached home around 12++ and continued w my drawing....sooo excited to finish it..weird huh..its my thing ok. BE NICE!

here's the next model. macam kenal kan...hehehe...yeah.dia la tu, Angelina Jolie gone wrong..muahahahha.

before you say anything. this is my first attempt ok, easy but it takes time. actually I can put more details into it but naah......not that rajin... =\ maybe next model...who ah....?? hmmm....

what you think...can ah..??

silly one...hehe...

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
'My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610'

Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College.
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.

Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.

Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I'll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I'll also stay with your sister.

Ah Beng : People consider me as a 'GOD'
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.

Ah Beng complained to the police: 'Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.'
Police: 'How the thief did not take TV?'
Ah Beng : 'I was watching TV news...'

Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying 'Parking Fine'
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole 'Thanks for complement.'

How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases
the board.

Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would
be hot.

Ah Beng in a bar and his cellular phone rings. He picks it up and
Says 'Hello, how did you know I was here?'

Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man - This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng - If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?

Teacher: 'I killed a person' convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is 'u will go to jail'

Ah Beng told his servant: 'Go and water the plants!'
Servant: 'It's already raining.'
Ah Beng : 'So what? Take an umbrella and go.'

Sep 13, 2008

U like...??

Hey ppl...since SK, CK & CJ are not here..I'm allll alone with Charlie Brown & Lucky Blacky...yes...alll alone...don't worry, I'll survive.... =P

so..while waiting for CJ to be online..aww..he is sooo sweet..he knows I'll be alone.. =\ (actually just to make sure I'm at home!) and knowing SK & CK are on their way home sweet home... *sigh I spent my first night alone w AdobePhotoshop....ok what..

here goes...

yeah..this is the Sketch Me application..only thing I drew it myself...eisehmen...I wish! nice kan...simple simple simple... ok next....who's my next model...hmmm.....

alamak...too bad dude...CJ is online..and I'm not done yet with my next be continued....

muaaaah muaaaah

Sep 12, 2008

just laugh ok...

Got it from a friend..(rajin dia forward u know..this is one of them)

here goes...


Two men met while both where looking for their lost wives
1st : How yours look like?
2nd : She is 5"7, 36-24-36, Fair, Black eyes. What about yours?
1st :
Forget mine. Lets find yours!!


Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend to death.
Wife says, "If you behave like this, you will lose
ALL your friends".


What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and Mattress


Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning of WIFE??
"Without Information Fighting Everytime"
Wife replies," No, It means ,"With Idiot For Ever !!!"


Three Feelings:
What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and
is when both are pregnant.


Teacher : u know the importance of period?
Kid : Ya, once my sister said she has missed one, my mom fainted,
dad got heart attack & our driver ran away.


Women asked man who is traveling with six children "all these kids are urs ???"
No, I work in a condom factory & these are
customer complaints.


Sons asks difference between confidence and confidential
Dad says, you are my son, I'm confident. Your friend is also my son, that's confidential!


Mother to her teenage daughter: I think this is the right time we should talk about sex.
Daughter (
Excitingly): Sure mom, tell me what do you want to know.
Mother faints...